The Merry-Go-Round
On the phone he and she went round and
round hour after hour while a radio blared
the syncopated sounds of Doo-Wop,
a quivering heart winning or losing,
ready to die for lack of love; the falsetto
voice of Little Anthony, the Flamingos,
Platters and Temptations all pleading
for love to find a way: Yakety-Yak,
Don’t Talk Back; I Love you, now get out!
They were weeping and gnashing,
riding a demonic carousel of passion
and promises, reaching for each other,
clashing in a doomed cycle of
breaking-up and making-up.
She, lost in a long black fog of night
after the poles of her chupah splintered,
collapsing like pick-up-sticks, was
mired in the quicksand of shattered
pride, still smarting from what felt
like a sharp slap across the face.
He was on a rescue mission, smitten
as never before singing only one tune:
Bei mir bist du schein…
While he waited for a resounding YES,
she feared fiery omens, portents of misfortune.
She searched for esoteric signs from Tarot cards,
tea leaves and the divinity of the stars in a quest
for Who wrote the book Of love?
Riding together on a Staten Island Ferry one
fine autumn afternoon, he was in despair
waiting for an affirmation from his beguiling
star. The foaming swell of the ferry’s wake
began to look inviting when a sudden
luminous sun-shower cleansed the air leaving
a rainbow arcing over Ellis Island where
her parents had once arrived.
That’s it she cried! The omen she’d been waiting
for, - they could now be safely betrothed for ever more.
Fifty years later on a Valentine card she wrote: “My
deepest appreciation for your unflagging love, for
giving me a life, I who hesitated to become your wife.”
M.P. Ehrlich